...This adjuvant chemo is treating us like cows in the system - Moo moo. As a bonus, you get to ring a cow bell once your treatments are done. How ironic
I guess by now you know how tired I am of this whole bucket of crap. They always seem to find the chemo as the culprit for anything you have weather serious or not. I have found myself to the emergency for 7 hours of waiting for nothing - its the chemo that does this or that... its always the chemo. Then why the heck am I so stupid as to take it.
Since this whole thing started, I am now diabetic and lately I found out that I have HBP. Although its not a big deal, high blood pressure causes a lot of concerns on other things. Consider that I've had headaches for 7 months with no-one realizing i had HBP in the first place. Did I need to suffer every darn day?
At the risk of sounding morose or cynical, I wonder why do people go through this whole ordeal of being sick for months to gain the equal of months at the end. Where's the real gain. Moo Moo.
So 2 weeks ago, they decided to cancel my last treatment for my own good of course. My platelet were at a very low 55. So to all concerned, I could not ring the cow bell...yet.
Last week I had my treatment (again they could not find my blood work- annoying) and it hit me like another ton of bricks. Good thing we keep the porcelain clean. Between the fever and the trips to the washroom, I had plenty of time to sleep it off.
Tis for now/ciao/mlb
I guess by now you know how tired I am of this whole bucket of crap. They always seem to find the chemo as the culprit for anything you have weather serious or not. I have found myself to the emergency for 7 hours of waiting for nothing - its the chemo that does this or that... its always the chemo. Then why the heck am I so stupid as to take it.
Since this whole thing started, I am now diabetic and lately I found out that I have HBP. Although its not a big deal, high blood pressure causes a lot of concerns on other things. Consider that I've had headaches for 7 months with no-one realizing i had HBP in the first place. Did I need to suffer every darn day?
At the risk of sounding morose or cynical, I wonder why do people go through this whole ordeal of being sick for months to gain the equal of months at the end. Where's the real gain. Moo Moo.
So 2 weeks ago, they decided to cancel my last treatment for my own good of course. My platelet were at a very low 55. So to all concerned, I could not ring the cow bell...yet.
Last week I had my treatment (again they could not find my blood work- annoying) and it hit me like another ton of bricks. Good thing we keep the porcelain clean. Between the fever and the trips to the washroom, I had plenty of time to sleep it off.
Tis for now/ciao/mlb
